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what a frenzy day with all those homework n projects im working on…didnt feel any interest to even start doing it while its piling up on my desk day after day.

reinstall the windows live writer, dont know if its gonna change anything from the old format i had before or not, but it doesnt matter.

once upon a time, in ift macau my exchange school back to 4 or 5 yrs ago, we had those projects n pressures were all heated up n my head was almost exploded. now its the new era with all the same old routine, researches analyze those statistics, reading hundreds of reports n working on mine. then working with groups, multitasks n then presentations…when old feelings rushed back, sometimes i had to take a pause. but this time. this feeling makes me completely unable to handle with, which is also why im writing my blog instead of digging my head into those paperworks.

so ystday was thanksgiving, i sent all the emails msgs n as possible as i could to cover all those i wanna thank to, made myself exhausted with the classes n only slept 4hrs again… isnt it possible im not aging? obviously, can’t do that. busted my ass out working, figuring out which projects i should finish first coz im having 9, a big N.I.N.E in front of me.

this is not all my stress, it also comes from my stress of my appointment in salamanca next monday, from my new life thats gonna be involved with paul, from my mom….its a huge messed up, but i think im gonna be fine. after all its my 24yrs old, as what we knew already, its full of challenges, and thats so damn true.

alright, i feel guilty not doing any work right now…chop chop, writing more next time.

desde anoche, todavía no he tenido el wifi, no puedo entregar este blog ahora mismo. pues, solo estoy escribiendo y luego cuando tendremos la solución voy a entregarlo.

no puedo esperar más tiempo pare ir a paris, sí!! voy voy voy este sábado! el tiempo pasó ya muy rápido, pero todavía fatal unos días, es una tortura total! aúnque llamamos cada noche y contamos los día para vernos, no tengo tanta paciencia! no es amor!

ayer en la clase, supemos sobre el intercambio a una universidad en austria por cuarto semestre. Y estaba pensando toda la noche sobre cómo puedo solicitar la beca, y sobre mi estudio, ..mis futuros, las cosas complicadas. pero voy a hacer el examen el día 23 de octubre, para ver mi nivel y esperanzo que el Dios va a darme esta oportunidad..jaja..no lo sé…espero que sí..

una cosa más, que no solo voy a paris, es posible vamos a marseille también por 2 días y ver un poco de sur parte de francia…que bonita la idea…wwaa! por favor, el tiempo pasara mas rápidoooo!

no me han llamado lucia y kim, les echo mucho de menos a ellas! y quiero decirles que yo por aqui todo bien, buena salud, la vida maravillosa, tengo un novio muy muy carino conmigo, y patricia está trabajando por mi familia ahora, que todo muy muy bien!

graicas a Dios! por todas las razones!

ok, voy a teñir mi cabello hoy…no sé que color voy a eligir…pero voy a ver…vamos a ver..jaja :D

musik background: Pink Martini’s <Je ne veux pas travailler>.

5am still awake, i told myself i was gonna go to sleep early tonight, but still a lots going on in my head…couldnt get rid of those thoughts, so just come up here jot something down.

everythings getting well in my life, i know More and kim r gonna read this, havent heard from them for a week… miss them my 2 blessed gals in my life! yeah, im doing perfectly that im so in love now.

sounds like a 18-yr-old girl now, guess so…haha but i do i do enjoy being with my Paul now. we r making plans for my trip to Paris, i wasnt think that id be with a lover in the city of love just like all those shallow cheaky movies going..till this moment, i still couldnt believe im gonna go have a really romantic trip in paris! ..huuu..big breath, eiffel tower, the louvre, moulin rouge, museums, cathedrals, seine river..the famous Avenue des Champs Elysées…the whole things like a dream coming true, n im waiting for the day! actually cant wait any longer, a month to go, n its too long!

compare to american culture, i’ve soaked in too much that didnt enjoy enough of french culture..always picked the movies in english n that was such a big mistake, now that im reviewing n taking in some french cultures by watching movies about paris. thats what im gonna do this week, yeah its monday again! cant believe ive been in madrid for a week, basically i didnt do anything but time passing so fast..unbelievably fast!

my pauls gonna come to madrid within 4 days, awww..finally can see his face n spend time together. yeah we r blessed, as what patricia promised me that we r gonna have a long relationship n being sweet together! ahahaha! i feel im a girl, nahh..of course a woman, but with more girly side of me now..that was great! saying ‘i love you’ everyday really feels good!

went to the party in madrid, ok, im living in the suburb of madrid, thats why i didnt expect highly of that. so it was okay, people r more open to the people in salamanca, but nice enough. had fun last night, but without friends, it was just okay ok.

almost finished re-watching malcolm in the middle, i had such a blast with this tv show..i guess no matter how many times i watched it, i still could get pretty good laughs with it. lol, but i almost finish the 7th season..waiting for the fall season of project runway, or so you think you can dance, or CSI, or House blow my mind again…life in the suburban is boring after all… yeah, but, yeah, but..

pauls coming to study n live in madrid from dec, so i shall be fine. wont get bored too long, haha! we r gonna have an awesome year, incl. going to ibiza n back to salamanca next summer! maybe visiting berlin n amsterdam together too…just so many exciting things ahead of us.

patricia told me i would see her again, n i would definitely back to LA again! that was refreshing! coz i wasnt planning for that, no for soon, but after hearing it…i guess maybe one day, some day i will be back there again! miss the sunshine n the people there…

my lifes doing so great that thank god for everything, thank my mom for supporting me in many ways, thank more, kim being there from time to time..thank god letting me know n getting to know more about paul. im so grateful for everything that im having now!

just hoping schools gonna be ok too, n gonna meet nice n interesting people there. also hopefully kims gonna be doing better, so does my mom, n More. i love u all!

ash 

Background Musik: Mikelangelo Loconte’s <Tatoue Moi>. paul recommended to me, n my mom loves it too!

看了很多电影电视剧一下子脑子里又有很多可以思考的

在salamanca的最后2,3周了吧 也快半年时间了..刚找好马德里的房子准备月底让个朋友开车帮忙搬家过去 然后把合同定金什么搞好 再回来过9月的头一周 或者2周..还没一定

时间过得很快 9月21号就开学了 当年拿出勇气来申请第三语言的硕士 终于就要开始了 我心里还是没底 而且是胡安卡洛斯国王大学的最强的一个专业..我老本行读旅游 希望当年澳门的记忆可以帮忙..哎..真是..24了都..时间过好快! 等读完26,告诉自己还年轻的很

每天无聊上facebook 开心网 现在又多了个tuenti 不过主打facebook..奇怪为什么很少人用呢国内 不过也没什么 已经耗费很多时间在上面了

还剩下的2周就该会忙搬家吧 其实也是小事

现在在我看来 很多都是小事只是麻烦而已 但是麻烦总有办法可以解决 所以还是小事啦 只要健健康康脑袋聪明点就好了 此外希望运气好吧... 话说回来我前天还被窗的铁脚撞个头破血流 坚强的我还是咬咬牙 没事! 伤口不大也没去医院 应该不用缝针吧

室友在马德里被偷背包 包括护照笔记本电脑 电脑里的所有论文资料照片音乐都没了..西班牙的spirits当下的确不好..而我们这些外国人本身不适应这边的能量 所以容易生病啊 容易被偷啊..这个我也想通了 头3个月的发寒热像当饭吃 然后一桩接一桩的事 花费我不知道多少大洋 然后手机相机皮夹都被一一偷过 不过现在我很好 健健康康 每天开开心心 周围朋友都很好 父母也隔三差五的电话的 还有kim more david3人的一路陪伴 虽然都在世界不同处但我们的心与spirit却很近很近

今天开始看most haunted了 2002年的是第一季 看得我津津有味的 慢慢看 共12季

embrace the life 不要对生活太认真了 我们都要好好活 不顺的事就让它过去 let it go

还有这2天奇热无比 头伸出窗去一会就一堆汗在脸上 根本不想出门.. 待家里就是可乐smoke看片子...无聊地打发热天 下午想睡也睡不着 但是想想差不多夏天最热也就这样了吧 也不能和上海热天相比的 所以也没啥

本来心态就算很好的我 这半年来被锻炼得更好了 急脾气已经不在了 这点很骄傲 哈哈 小女终长成 耶! 而且每次能够帮助人都会由衷地开心

N久没看中文书 如果有人可以推荐的话 那最好了 不过当年高中读书读太多了很多书都看过了 倒也是事实 哈哈 现在大概很少人会闲下来看看书吧 如果有的话能推荐本 就万分感谢了

全力准备马德里的未来2年 加油加油!!

THANK GOD THANK MY FAMILIES THANK MY FRIENDS THANK EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE! IM SO GRATEFUL FOR WHAT IM HAVING NOW!!

Love u all

ash

background musik: from ‘balmain’ catwalk 07/08

Acabó de celebrar mi cumple de 24 años, por fin 24! Qué número es! Gracias a Dios y mis familias y amigos de todo mundo! Tenía una fiesta de puta madre! Aúnque majoria de mis amigos en mi escuela se fueron, era una fiesta con muchas copas de champagne, wisky, vodka, y gracias a René por un regalo de deliciosa tarta con helado! Echo de menos a mi ciudad, shanghai, y también a Los Ángeles…Lo que yo quería hacer es regresar a las ciudades con mis amigos pasaremos más tiempo.

Voy a madarme a Madrid en septiembre, y empiezaré una vida nueva sola. Sí, una vida fabulosa. Necesito estudiar mucho para aprender el idioma. Luego quiero viajer a muchos lugares, y espero que vaya todo bien :)

No hay otra palabra!! ABSOLUTAMENTE FABULOSAS!!! Mi cumple, mis amigas en shanghai, mi vida ahora!!!

thank god, my friends all over the world, i was so touched seeing a full page of birthday wishes on Facebook. Also talked with my mom, with David, Kim and More. Altho i had a bday without those people, i was with my friends here. Had a lot of champagne, whisky, vodka and thanks to rene i made the bday wish on the icecream cake. yummy yummy..haaa!

I’m gonna move to Madrid next month, n start to have a new life. Yes, an absolutely fabulous life! I need to work hard on my master studies, that’s for sure. And will take care of myself in many ways, then after that, will start a couple of trips throughout the euroland. Hope everything’s well with me.

Again, thank god for my healing and hope Kim and More also doing well at this moment. We are the warriors n we r unstoppable!

I can’t wait to start a new life, so let’s get ready! Miss shanghai, miss LA miss my friends n families, miss the foods miss the taxi miss my perfumes n clothes, bags, even the highspeed internet…Hope Madrid could get better, n of course with a better weather! haa..

Muakkk, my life is ‘dabuti’! I can’t ask for more, im completely grateful for whatever im having now!

Love the whole world, being open minded and smart!

yeahhhh, we r gorgeous, aren’t we? kisssses btw went to see the 3D movie <UP> ystday and its wicked! with the 3d glasses on, a fun colorful world i was in…my life is like that toooooo, HAAAHAA!

background musik: Jason Mraz ft.Ximena sarinana’s <Lucky>.